November 2, 07

I came home because my roommates were starting to get to me and i just needed i break i think. plus i miss my sister and my dad a whole lot. i don't realize how much they keep me grounded. coming home also makes me realize how much i do love living in columbia. living with kayla is great. nikki not so much. she is selfish and two faced and i don;t think she is very honest with me and kayla. me and k have spent many an hour discussing how nikki is so weird and has changed. oh well. at least me and k get along fabulously. tonight my sister said the funniest thing at dinner. i was talking about assburgers(sp?), and how autistic people have it and rebecca goes, like dingleberries? i almost peed my pants. i can't wait to spend time with my old man tomorrow. i keep thinking about what i want and need in life and how i should go about getting. i just want to be happy and i just need to live. i don't want anything extra packaged on to that frame of mind. i don't want to over analyze anything and i just want to simply take things for what they are worth, to not look too deep into anything that shouldn't. that doesnt make much sense but it really does.